i had a bad day today . fuck Tuesday _l_

first up i fought with everyone. (Y)

and fck you ishqal , dont you ever ever talk to me , touch me , disturb me or whatsoever.

and to you : i know im being rude to you but i was fucked up , and i hate pple approaching me when im fucked up. get it. why dont u just leave me alone at first.? not that i dont appreciate what you did . but just leave me alonee can. im not thinking about myself , but if i do , why do you care? anyways as if u've never think about myself. you know what , from now onwards im gonna put myself first. i know ure a good friend but i beg you dont approach me when i dont feel like being approached. you must understand this.

and to you : fcking don't expect me to do things the right way. im not perfect. and you dont deserve to have me cs i dont suit you. please wake up and realise that i DON'T DESERVE TO BE WITH YOU.

and to mom : sorry if ive been late , lately. i didnt mean to hurt you. i know u've worried for me , cared for me so much. and if you're reading this , im really sorry ):

and to sis : sorry if i had kicked you when you're sleeping last night [i was mad] Lol.

k uh i have to go , its 10am now and im working at 11am , PLUS i havent bathe (Y)(Y)