patience

tuition in the morning -- pastamania with zaki for lunch at tampines mall , i ate alfredo and he ate carbonara. -- then went to
paragon ,orchard , zaki bought ipod nano siaaaa for $200++ ! happy2 uh ada mp3 baru! then window shopped --- went back , i alighted at yck , go hospital --- slack there and revise on matrices --- dad picked me up --- drop by ntuc buy stuffs -- home sweet hoooome.

currently msging nerd. hahaa so cute lah he.
kay anw tmr morning have to attend religious class. then maybe go hosp. hosp hosp hosp! i still have yet to revise congruency and do my dnt portfolio ! hais. common test next week . stress dok bleh mati sia giniiiiiiiiiii.

k i wanna off uh , penat uh. byeeeeeee love.

maybe not

hello ! friday was fun . schl as per normal . there was physics test just now and i got 12/16 ! yay. ^^

then p.e i gave my phone to muzzy to take care of it since he's not playing p.e and see what he did to my phone while i was playing captain's ball with the rest. he took pictures of him and malek in the male's toilet! look at the picts below -.- they even put a picture of them together and set as my wallpaper (Y)

then after schl , went home str8. then at 3.30pm met up with nasha and zahirah and ate gelare and window shopped at cwp. oh and i saw my ex-classmate ariff! we got the exact same phone! lol. then i went home early , leaving them , cos i was sleepy and my whole body is aching due to p.e just now and ytday's match. but still i've the cheek to update my blog first. haha. anyway tonight im gonna do my dnt folio before i sleep.

and then tmr , pastamania with zaki for lunch @ tampines mall. (:
but before that i have tuition from 9.30am to 1pm . so yaaa.
kay gonna stop hereee. till tmr ^^v

RANDOM KAN DRG! / MCM GAY! HAHA

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love.

oh and look i browsed thru zahirah's phone and i found this old old pict of me and yan! i look different.

he was copying my pose , lol.

thinking of you , not .

i have a good and bad news.

good news is , yeayyyy our rugby boys won the match against bukit batok sec just now! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
26-0 ! hahaha.

bad news is , our green house upper sec girls soccer team lost to red house

2-1!!! -.- and yah i was one of them.
because of me we lost . sorry guys. i missed the penalty.
hais , should have practice more. but nvm theres always next time. haha.
k thats it im giving up soccer , rugby.. here i comeeeeeeeee.
hahhaa! because i always push my opponents and trip them and they fell flat on the ground. am i like made up of steel or iron or smtg.

okay anyway im reaaaally tired! just now went late lunch with zahirah at banquet then we shared money to buy large popcorn at cathay cwp. then rushed down to our schl to support the rugby boys. good job guys . and it ended late ard 7pm. then went to wnp and home sweet homeeeee.
okay i wanna go revise physics! byee.

ps: i think one of our rugby boys is effing cute. one of em. hehe ^^

diedie must watch -.-

MUSSYBART <3

i miss you mus . i've read your blog , i must say it really touched me.

i miss your advices you gave me when i was in a relationship with syafiq. and sorry if i didnt listen to you.

i miss your tickles in class.

i miss those times u called me sotong in class .

i miss helping you edit pictures.

i miss those times we would sit upstairs with the others and support our rugby team.

i miss everything in you. , your lazyness , your wackyness.
shit man i miss you so much.

and the only thing that i left something with you is my webcam. haha. i miss you hell loads. ! meet up meet up! i can't chill! i want meet up! nowwww.

<3

i need a boyfriend , not .

bilik berserak nk mampus. hahaha.

okay today dearest maya didnt turn up for schl cos she had asthma. get well soon babe. then tasha pulak half day! pikir keje ke ape half day half day lepas recess suruh mak amek balik! ckp sakit perut , dasar penipu! hahaha. so i was alone after recess. well not alone ah. i got alot of friends what lol.

anyway geog test was okay uh , easy i think, habis uh hyrul! if i pass u must blanja me leh. wooohooooo (Y) then aft schl ard 6pm suppose to go wnp with ishqal buy stuffs but sorry hor i bueh , malas and penat lah. hahaa

then at night went to hospital. fyi my granny transfer hosp. from tan tock seng , now shes at ang mo kio thye hua kwan hospital. so yaaa visit her and then went home.

tmr got dnt test on structures. baik uh testestestest! -.-

k gtg update tmr or so. byeeeeee earthlings.

RIN ON THE ROX PLS COME BACK!

boo! been busy. less online everyday.after schl ate cafe galilee with the usual suspects then caught the rugby match in school which we lost against SJI. stupid laaa. now my voice gonee alrd. shout like whaaaaat!

anyhoo tmr got geog test so gonna mug soon.

ohh and dad got me a new jeans! not any other jeans but the boyfriend jeans! yeay happy/

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i have a crush on someone somebodyyy lol.
but this crush doesnt know i have a crush on him.
hehe. shhh.

BYEBYE.

ps: guys please comment on the geography thingy for mr zainudin's class. 5 thk and dyn

http://www.5dynamic5thinking2009.blogspot.com/

summary for today -

● tuition at 9am - 2.15pm
● after tuition ate lunch with zaki at qiji at tampines .
( for fun uh , we're just friends lol. )
● hang ard tmall with zaki and his cousins and did some shopping
● at 5.30pm , we left his cousins and took the same train but
i alighted at novena to go the hospital while he went home str8 to woodlands.
● in the train, zaki told me this funny thing his friend did in the same madrasah as him , and i cant stop laughing -.- haha.
● so i had a great day with zaki(: we still have yet to eat pastamania tgt.
● at the hosp , slack alot --- ate chicken rice at fork and spoon --- home sweet home at 9pm.

NURUL NASTASHA

we really had fun today celebrating tasha's suprise birthday party! and it all went smoothly ^^
blindfolded tasha in the cab till sembawang park and jengjengjeng! SUPRISEE! hope you had fun babe ! happy 17th birthday!

oh yah fyi i bought tasha 5 necklaces in this cute box. yeay ! lol

PICTURES HERE : http://ainxzxz.multiply.com/

GRAB it thereeee. ok go.

credits to :

tasha's mum for helping all this happen and contributing 80% of it.

zahirah , for helping to collect the cake and bring paper cups.

nasha , for helping to decorate , bring paper plates.

ishqal , for buying the 5 bottles of drinks

zaki , for contributing $ 2 hahaha , and for making it more fun for all.

deeyan , hamzah, rozaimie,nabilah , faat , for contributing also . thanks guys.

pizzahut , for the delivery and awesoome pizzas -.-

me and maya : for planning everything , hahaha.

lastly , 5 THINKING! for secretly helping us to sign and wish tasha happy birthday

in this cute birthday card we gave it to her .

Thanks for helping out eventho its a last min thingy. hahaha but it went smoothly! thanks.

Dance with my father - luther vandross

this is my tribute to luther vandross .

Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then


Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure
I was loved


If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I?d play a song that would never, ever end
How I?d love, love, love to dance with my father again

thanks for the lollipop , appreciate it.

sup ! had chem and mt remedials after schl which ended ard 3.30pm. then bought bubble tea and slacked with the usual suspects. then went home got changed and at 4.45pm went out to go for soccer training at some court at marsiling. but our meeting point is at the wdlands mrt so ya i was the earliest and no one was there so i decided to go in causeway pt and walked ard. WALK AND WALK UNTIL 6PM OI! NO ONE CALLED ME!! we all must meet at 5pm and FOR ONE HOUR I WAS WAITING FOR SOMEMONE TO CALL cause idk how to go to that court. haiss. so theres been a mis - communication! (long story) then atlast reached at 6.30PM(Y) so yah training like usual with the usual girls lol , azura , atika , nadhirah , dayah , and khaira. the rest couldnt make it. so ya practice and practice and played with some guys , ayie and adi and a new friend , hakim.
then went back home with nadhirah and reached home at 9.30. okdah im tired , wanna sleep!nights !

(Y)

Candles - hey monday

request by muzzy.

- if i get the pitch wrong or whatever , nvm lah , difficult you know the song. esp the chorus part ! (Y)

& i keep forgetting what to say! -.-

today schl as per normal. after schl theres dnt coursework. sat beside ishqal and crap like what -__- he said he expert in drawing isometric and perspectives. mcm phm!
after the coursework which ends at 5pm , me and ishqal headed to wnp to buy bubble tea tgt. then walked home.
when i just got back home , izrul called asked to lepak -_-
tired lah . i still have to do my social studies.

haha then ard 8.30 buy bubble tea again with ishqal , and i bought my dnt stuffs which i need to use tmr morning
and bought chocolates at shop n save. then walked home. haha no life sia. whole day with ishqal and whole day bubble tea (Y)

tmr got ss remedial i think ah. ouh yah i miss work!! edward texted me asking when am i working . he said i must work lah sometimes. hahaha. depends on my remedials! if i free i can help out. ^^ okay thats its . bye. thanks ishqal for the day . bubble tea rocks ! hahaha. ouh yah i owe u $1.50 , tmr i pay . lol.

ps : muzzy requested me a song - candles by hey monday . so difficult to sing!!

photographs and memories

hey guys im so tired! woke up early in the morning and went to the hospital. the whole day i was there but during lunch we went to fork and spoon food court at novena square and then we walked ard and i bought myself a new dress at Camellia boutique for 69.90 . oh yes that made me happy today . haha.

then i did my homeworks at the visitors room , and hang out there. then went back home at 8.30 like that.

okay im just gonna upload some random picts and im off to bed i think. oh ohh theres a maid in my house , we borrowed her from my grannies since they're both in the hosp so we decided to pinjam her . haha yeah my room's clean in no time -.- hahaha (Y)

nenekatuk
he issssssss too cute to handle , gahh
mum im bored.

the boy does nothing.

another horrible day today , first grandma was admitted to TTSH last saturday and now today , grandad was admitted to TTSH too cos he was breathless ard 2pm. coincidentally, both was in the same ward . but ofcourse my grandma was the worse. grandad was okay but he's still there cos doctor need to check and test some things on him.

anyway early in the morning dad send me to tuition then afterthat i went to tmall , shopping. shop till death. from cotton on , to fox to mango. total spent today $ 130 . good job farihin cos i really need new clothes. everyday i wore the same old clothes. then aftertht took the train and off to the hosp. my cousins were all there. all 18 of them! hahaha . almost the whole day i played with my baby cousin. he's tooooo cute to handle. gees.

then at night went dinner with cousins and went home. by right im suppose to go shisha with muzzy and friends at arab st but i canttttt , must go hosp leh . haiyahh.

okay lah i shall go off now. tmr , again! to the hospital ; my third home. -_-
oh ooh anyway im looking forward to eat pastamania with ____ ! but dk lah when hahahaha .

bye.

7 things

today i had a horrible day because my form teacher , mr ratish showed the whole class my cover of 7 things by miley cyrus which was on my youtube. and that totally explains why im still 'paiseh' right now. i was like covering my whole face and ears at that point of time. omgosssssssssh! *insert blushing face* okay wtv its over. haha. thanks to muzzy and ishqal for telling mr ratish and now the whole class know about it , and soon , the whole school will know about it. how shame. -.-

anyway suppose to have soccer practice with the girls at tekong park but i didnt turn up cos i had to rush home get changed and off to tan tock seng hospital to visit my dear grandma who is now sosososososo sick. and for the time being , i cant go anywhere during my free time except , to the hospital. to keep her company , feed her etc. plans with muzzy was also cancelled bcos of this , sorry muzzy . we'll hang out some other time okay ! anw i had an early dinner with my cousin , iwan , at delifrance at the hosp.ahhaha . we crap alot siaaa.

ohhh and i took a picture of my grandma but i can't put it up here , its not nice to upload it in the net XD. poor her! i miss those times she cooked me asam pedas cair . the gravy was damn cair! i liiiiikeeeeeeee . heh. so please get well soon , you have to! ):

alright im gonna end my update for today.

tmr im gonna have tuition at tampines in the morning. from 9.30am till 1pm.

then i'll have lunch alone and i'll be off to hospital str8.

no valentines day for me . okay whats the big deal anyway. i still have lovely friends . (:

ps: Aries will be off to philipines today. infact i think he's flying already. i will miss you aries , mwah!

Cravings

i want it badly .
new boyfriend jeans please.

We will miss you aries! don't forget us!

school as per normal than after school theres mt remedial frm 3 to 4pm then went home , got changed and met maya up. bought chocolates for aries( my collegue , it was his last day of work today and he'll be off to his country , philippines on friday) *sobs ! so sad! then we took 960 to cityhall cos my ezlink tinggal 10cents (Y) pokai habis so terpaksa naik bus. then when we alighted , we need to cross the road to get into marina sq to go to esplanade and walk to republic plaza and yknow what , we were trying to cross the road with no traffic light and we're both so scared especially me! maya got to the other end of the road first and i was still stuck , SCARED TO RUN/CROSS! hahahahhahaha freaking funny sia !it took me 10 mins abeh atlast i took the bridge instead (Y) there was so many cars speeding for goodness sake , i dont wanna die okay! i still wanna take olevels. haha . then we walk like mad so tired and finally reached our workplace. we miss work so badly!! then we gave aries our chocolates and edward(my boss) gave free drinks. yeah baikkk thats what i need at that point of time. so thirsty! and to my gn34uy4yft3djd8273$87!@#!#@!@#^&&&* surprise , nerd was there standing with a broom! sweeping the kitchen ! haha! take care uh eh. hahaha fye lagi rabak ! he quit without even attending first day of work! fck lah you. then never tell me . haha. stakat sia fye. hahaha anyway i can't wait to work with nerd lol . he's gonna be my replacement of akmal ( my ex-collegue who resigned bcos of NS ) yeahhh/

okay then mum and dad picked me up at raffles since they're also gg back home from hospital. my mum lagi rabak! saje je masuk and shake aries's hands. mcm kenal ajeeeeeeeee. then mum offered maya to tag along with us back home but she dont want, stupid lol. HAHA. kk jk .

okay laa i'll end here.

note to self : friday got soccer practice with the girls at tekong park. lol.

weeeeeee im crazaaaay

maths test was -______________- yes i get to finish the paper but! theres like idk how many questions im not sure of (Y) then when the time ended i was still doing it and my teacher didnt care until it was like 15 mins after the duration ends , malek snatched my paper . if i fail , im gonna kill myself. gahhh. oh wdv. then theres was a relief teacher ,name , mr chan . and he was OH SO FUNNY and LAME! and malek and haziq and ishqal were like listening to him attentively while others were talking and doing their stuffs. damn funny i tell you , i just laugh and laugh at them layan-ing the teacher who is soooooooo stupid . he acts like mr bean like that . really siaaa.
anyhoo after school theres ss remedial till 4pm. suppose to have english remedial afterthat but dont have so went back home str8. oh ohh and azhari gonna borrow me his soccer boots , yeay! lol cos i join this stupid girls soccer match on sports day which is on march i think. omg paiseh sia pakai boot. kecohhhxzxz.

okay my story ends here.

ps: gaji nak dekat! gaji nak dekat! gaji nak dekat! ^^v

double date

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...

She's starin' at me, I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'. Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin', 'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh... And now is I'm yellin' over her, She's yellin' over me. All that that means Is neither of us is listening, (And what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting. So both of us are mad for... Nothin' (Fighting for). Nothin' (Crying for).Nothin'

(Whoahhh). But we won't let it go for Nothin' (No not for)
Nothin'. This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...
I know sometimes It's gonna rain... But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain (Cant sleep through the pain).
Girl, I don't wanna go to bed (Mad at you), And I don't want you to go to bed (Mad at me). No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you), And I don't want you to go to bed (Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...
And it gets me upset, girl When you're constantly accusing. (Askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby When both of us are losing. (This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).
Whoaaaaaaaaa... [What happened to workin' it out].We've falled into this place Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down. So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for... Nothin' (Fighting for). Nothin' (Crying for).Nothin' (Whoahhh). But we won't let it go for
Nothin' (No not for)Nothin'. This should be nothin' to a love like what we got. Ohhh, baby...
I know sometimes It's gonna rain... But baby, can we make up now Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain). Girl, I don't wanna go to bed (Mad at you), And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me). No, I don't wanna go to bed (Mad at you), And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me) Ohhh no no no... Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect, (Perfect, perfect, oh oh). And just how good it's gonna be. We can fuss and we can fight Long as everything allright between us Before we go to sleep.
Baby, we're gonna be happy. I know sometimes It's gonna rain... But baby, can we make up now 'Cause I can't sleep through the pain (Cant sleep through the pain).
Girl, I don't wanna go to bed (Mad at you), And I don't want you to go to bed (Mad at me). No, I don't wanna go to bed (Mad at you), And I don't want you to go to bed (Mad at me) Ohhh no no no...

i love this song it makes me want to go to sleep. haha.

anyway schl was awesomeeeee idk why except for mother tongue period which i slept for the whole 1 and a half hour. (Y) and yeah was with tasha since maya didnt turn up or schl poor her. but then after schl got changed and went or lunch with the two girls at banquet and causeway point. then we window shopped like crazy then went to wnp. i bought my stuffs and went home.

and yes i miss work so so so badly! but i heve remedials afte schl everyday!! gahhh pathetic!

gees i dont care im gonna drop by my outlet cos my collegue , aries, will be going back to the philippines soon and his last day of work is this coming wed! I wanna meet him before he goo! *sobs.

hah okay go i wanna revise maths , tmr test! (Y)

MAD

granny just got in to tan tock seng hosp. firstly , i didnt expect things to change so fast. i really miss her cooking though. please get well soon.

anyway i freaking need to go shopping T_T
maya or tasha please come lets go shopping together cos i need new jeans,new bags, new shoes. im starting to look boring everyday when i go out. no personality lol. my hair is also boring i need curls please! omgay im so gonna get that calvin klein bag i saw at isetan at tmall yesterday. sososossososoooo gonna get that!! its mine , mineeeeeeeeeeeeee!! kdah.

oh anyway syafiq rejected my offer for continuing our relationship like last time or so called "patch up" . best (Y) told ya im useless pathetic moron , no one wants me. -_-
whatever!i dont feel sad neither happy. infact i dont feel anything after he said i dont want to be in a rs. its okay you dont need to apologise cos im sososososososososososososo gonna get over you soon .eventhough its gonna be hard but i have friends to support me and i dont need a guy , its unecessary!! lol.
im not angry la. its just that its not helping me in any other way u know. ITS POINTLESS. so yahhhhh im over it. k go .

ps: this song really makes me dance , believe me , tak percaya tnya maya , right maya!!? ahhaha!

i've hurt you once , thanks karma.

once , your favourite pict.

grandmom will be going to hosp tomorrow.

i feel so alone you see. everythings change.

no more calls or text msgs from you.

im still waiting ..

its like im always looking at my phone every hour.

but nothing , zero. you know what i cried every night , everytime whenever im alone . i can't get any peace of my mind. this thing is freaking bothering me and i just can't stop.

im helpless.

maybe you found a better girl .

maybe you're just tired of me .

maybe .... please tell me , why do your feelings have to change eventhough i thought you're the one who's difficult to change . i miss you . i beg you , please txt me ),: i don't care how long it'll take you to answer but please txt me . you didnt even care to ask how am i.

apiqain , please come back .

im just heartless.

atleast im still able to laugh like i used to everyday.

yes , happy 17th birthday nasha ^^

school was fine . during physics was with muzzy in the lab. craps everywhere.

after school got home , changed . and met izrul , faris and his girlf , syahilah.

then izrul and me went to zahirah's blk to meet zahirah and nabilah and we're off to buy the cake. and then met tasha and maya and proceed to the carpark near nasha's house. nasha was blindfolded , but tk menjadi cos she took out. -_- hahaha anyway we sabo-ed and i think i was the worst among the girls. yolk on my hair and my legs and shorts. oh myyy. then went home around 5pm.

oh anyway yesterday rugby match our school won against unity sec 17 - 0 ! congrats to malek for scoring 2 times and aideel for scoring once. weeee !

about my previous post ,

ive nothing to say about it . im left speechless.

its all up to you. ive none to say. maybe its too late. i'll try to go far as possible without you this time. dearest , im sorry. please be true yourself . i know its fading , i broke down into tears about that. just remember , i still love you. if you dont , take care.

tears behind that smile .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NASHA!

birthday girl , NASHA!